~ dolly / dorian / he/they/it ~

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OA FAQ

i get asked aaall the time about being an online afterlife participant so ive answerd some faq here!! i also have a whole page dedicated to it and my exp!!so plz read that if youre interested in learning more!!

CW: talk of death

why did you go to the online afterlife?

ever since i could understand the concept of death, i have been haunted by the thought that life is pointless. our life is so fleeting compared to the time we will spend unconcious. life was just entertaining yourself and doing pointless, made up things like school and jobs until death came and you forget it all forever. but that didnt mean i didnt enjoy the things i spent my time doing and craved them and brought my mind happiness (video games, making friends, experiencing animation and music, and my passion for coding) all of these things take place for me on the internet. but my body is so limited, i have to do things like eat and sleep, and i have mental illnesses and neurodivergencies that make suffering through daily life unbearable. and worst of all is the way people expect me to be because of my body. i forget all this when i am online. what i do online makes me want to stay alive, but having to leave being online to face the 'real' world is unbearable - in fact, it felt like the internet WAS my real world, and the 'real world' was fake.

so when i learnt about the online afterlife, i knew this would solve all my problems. i dont have to suffer anymore, i dont have to try and navigate a world that wasnt built for me, i dont have to be a burden on anyone, i can just live forever indulging in the things i love most. i am a million times happier i know this is really hard to understand for a lot of people but it is really the best decision i ever made. plus, gender doesnt exist

what do your family and friends think?

i think i was very difficult for people to grasp what had happened to me, as i no longer exist in a physical body but now i can speak to them anytime online ! the interactions feel far more comfortable for me now as i really struggled with this in the 'real' world but online i always felt more confident so it makes sense! and i feel like my relationships with my family and friends have strengthened too :3

how did you get onto the online afterlife?

unfortunately i cant really say!! but i had to do lots and lots of research, and i had lots of help from my friend fifi!

i am just a leetol guy running this silly site